Thursday, March 26, 2009

2 1/2 - 3 weeks.... and an update on life...

That is about all I have left to work, I cant believe it is almost over. This year I cant say that I am sad it will be over. Its been a rough one for me... Next year will be better :). I SOOOOOOOO cant wait to be able to tat I got so many ideas rolling around in my pea brain LOL I am working on 1 thing and hope to get my other works in progress finished up too, plus all the beads I bought are calling to me to be made into some awesome jewelry.
I cant wait to get back into my photography too. I really miss just taking a walk and snapping pictures, my dog Brucie loves to walk with me he is so good once we get off the road and in the woods he can run without the leash he is so good and its nice to have a walking buddy. I plan on getting back on track with my diet, I gained a bit of weight over tax season but it comes from snacking at my desk. I have started the special K plan, its not really hard to stick with and it involves my favorites waffles, fruit and cereal :). I really hope I can stick with it this time, I usually get upset and let my emotions get the better of me, (i eat when stressed or upset)

On a bit of a sadder note well sad for me anyways, there will be no wedding. Each time I mention it Dave scowls at me and I told him to tell me why he keeps doing that. He replied with "I think you know" I did know but wanted to hear it from him. He dosent want to :( To avoid the hassle I just said fine, we wont have it. So there went my beautiful little wedding, my dress, the girls dresses etc.. everything I was going to make. This is one thing that I will always be hurt about with him. I just dont understand it, but hey I should have known with past experience on this subject. I knew I shouldnt have bought the patterns and started planning a few things. :(::.. Dave told me to make my dress anyways, I see no point. So I have a pretty engagement ring with no wedding, it sucks but I will deal with it. My kids are being little monsters right now too, its all making me crazier than I already am. I feel all this stuff is MY fault, I know its not, I just gotta keep telling myself this...

There was my sob story HA HA! I cant wait to start tatting again and walking and taking pictures. I want to get out to the lake too, the geese are coming in, a friend of mine was out there over the weekend and she said she seen quite a few. That is another thing I havent seen my dear friend for ever we so need to get our schedules back in order.

Well gotta get ready for work here
See you all soon

7 comments:

Tia said...

Oh Dear...I cant read your post! the background is overwhelming the text. :(

Krystle said...

Hey darlin. I can't read your post over the background you have up there....

Tia said...

Heather,*hugs*
welcome to the world of Looong Engagements.
Brad & I have been together for 16 years...it took us 10 to get engaged, & it will be another 10 before we even discuss a wedding.
Hang in there.

victats@gmail.com said...

Look on the bright side...It was sweet of him to ask you again. From your previous post it sounds like you had a whirlwind courtship. So now you know he still wants to be married to you and he actually gave you a ring. He's a guy, they don't get much better than that.

TattingChic said...

Hi Heather! I stopped by to invite you to my party!
Hope you stop on by for my 1st Blogoversary/100th post celebration! I'm even having a giveaway! Do come on over! Everyone is invited!!! :)

am I still me? said...

My heart goes out to you! If I could hug you, I would. Then take you out of the house, long walk, girlfriend lunch out, tatting and chatting!

I just tried you tiny butterfly and loved it, so I made a bunch. Gonna put them on a card for Spring.

~Heather~Johnston~ said...

Thanks everyone! From past experience I should have known, but as he said we are already married. I just wont get my special day, Allthough its got me a bit irritated, I am not going to dwell on it. THANKS ALL and that girlfriends lunch out sounds AWESOME!!
((HUGS))
Heather

~TALES~FROM~THE~TAT~BAG~