I did it. I set aside my thoughts and did this. I made a video of myself. I am still not real happy with how I look and stuff but, I am me, you all know and love me for who I am not my looks or my weight.
Someone (cant recall who offhand) asked about a video on using and winding my 3 hole and other shuttles.
Here it is.
Any and all thoughts would be appreciated: should it be a bit better? its a little over 9 minutes